TO UAN BTA 8

math : 60
english : 67.5
indo : 67.5
biology : 72.5
kimia : 67.5
physics : 60
*very flat scores -__-

utuh

Do you know this song? I very like this song. Lyrics of this song has the same as my love life. Check this out!

Utuh
by : tangga

Semakin ku ingkari, semakin ku mengerti
Hidup ini tak lengkap tanpamu
Aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

Sesungguhnya ku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
Karena ku yang bisa membuat hatimu utuh

Sakit yang ku rasa bukan karena dia
Tapi karena kau pilih cinta yang salah
Aku mengaku bisa tapi hati tak bisa

Sesungguhnya ku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
Karena ku yang bisa membuat hatimu utuh

Ku akui sesungguhnya aku berpura-pura
Relakan kau pilih cinta yang kau mau
Dan aku tak bisa

Tak bisa ku biarkan kau tersiksa
Disisihkan cinta bertahta …
Ku katakan padamu tempatmu di hati
Cintaku membuatmu utuh

Sesungguhnya ku tak pernah rela
Karena ku yang bisa, karena hanya ku yang bisa
Membuat hatimu utuh

crazy little things called love

:'( this film reflection my love life! But in my life version, he don't love me or love me I don't know too. I look like nam, the girl who is the main actress in this film. Or maybe I more timid than nam. I hide my feeling to him. Even people don't know what I'm feeling. I close my feeling to other people because I don't want to disturb his privacy. I don't want he know about my feeling. It's better to me to close my feeling to other and see him from long distance. Sometimes it's hurt when I know he like someone but I try to realize that she is better for me and maybe he can more comfortable with her. It is a pity, he don't know that I very love him.I hope the best for you anything what will happen. :) :)

This words made me sad and very touch my heart:
"This book is funny but it makes me know how much that you have tried."
"I want to tell you that you had succeeded since you began to do.
"Touched her hand for the first time but I had to release it cause others would curious."
"Love can win everything especially fear."

waiting for UAN

practice exam DONE!
school exam DONE!
now just waiting national's exam with a lot of try out and intensive lesson such us math, physic, biology, chemistry, indo, english.
GOD BLESS US :) :) :) :D
I trust that I can and must get the best result for me, my parents, and also my God.
I wish that I will be accepted in FKUI amin amin amiiiin!!

SURPRISEE

I want to make a confession. Began from secondary class in senior high school. In that time, there was answer of 'N' test. Actually, i didn't trust it. But my friends told me that it was really the answer. I asked them, how could? Then they told me that it was last year test. I trusted and I memorized very well. Damn! the answer was true. After that, I searched and I got new info. My friends was lie to me. But no problem, they might be close how they could get the answer. After that, I always searched the answer to next text until now. And what a wonderful day!! Yesterday, in my habit i only memorized the answer and I didn't know why I didn't print the question. After finished physics exam, i think that it would over. And do you know what happened next? 'N' had different answer from the answer that I memorized because It was different question!! Surprise! I didn't know anything really :"(