Difficult to Understand

Maybe this is about my waiting...
Waiting for?
I don't know
This is about my special person in my life
It's looking strange
But I like him and yaah sometimes like crazy
I hope him can be here for me
I'm always waiting here
But he has never been here for me
He close but look so far
And very difficult to reach him
If I can reach you,
I will never want to let you go, MY LOVE